PRECIOUS TIME,NEVER FORGET ♥ Just shut up and smile.

2011年的结尾，2012年的开始

2012-01-05T12:54:00.002+05:30

2011年，发生了很多事。

2011年，有开心也有难过。

2011年，做了很多自己不知道在干嘛的事。

2011年，学业没有很理想，家庭也不是很好。

不好的事应该忘掉,

要在这里谢谢很多人，

也要在这里跟很多人道歉，

因为我不是很主动的人，有很多事情不敢表露出来。

谢谢爸爸妈妈，

如果没有你们，

我看我早就死掉了，

我以前不会想，

每次拿了工资都要分半给你们，

觉得很不公平，

也常常因为这个和你们作对，

其实你们想要我学会“一分耕耘，一分收获” 这个道理，

也让我养成以后会按时给家用的习惯，

也让我不会让花钱，

我真的没乱花钱了，买东西也要想认真的想两三次，

但是最近喝太多了，真的今年喝超多，

就整个工资扣给你们后就花完在喝的了。

虽然我常常跟你们作对，

但是我知道，

每当我有难的时候，

都是你们帮我。

真的很谢谢你们。

对不起，很想做你们心里想要的女儿，

可是每次我都做不到。

常常想要改变，

可是到最后还是让你们失望

对不起。

但是我还是会不停的改变自己。

还是谢谢你们。

朋友，

常常忽略了你们，

对不起。

谢谢你们在我难过的时候安慰我，

也在我寂寞的时候陪我，开那些笑死人的笑话，

也说了一些人生道理，

让我开心的也是你们，

谢谢你们。

YU YAN,

谢谢你一直在学校陪我，

在学校我们都常做一些只有我们做的事情，

那时侯真的很开心，

虽然环境很黑，不是很干净，

可是我觉得我们都习惯了，哈哈

有你的陪伴，我真的开心了很多

对不起我们有时候吵架，不了解对方，

不用语言沟通，也知道发生什么事，

我看就只有你了。

谢谢你。

爱我的人，

谢谢你们，

虽然我不知道我哪里值得你们欣赏喜欢，

可是还是谢谢你们，

我对爱还没有很成熟，

也不会爱，

我觉得外面其他女人都比我超好，

很对不起如果我伤了你们，

真的很对不起。

所以我也只能不断学习。

伤我的人，

谢谢你们，

让我更强壮，坚强，

不会恨你们，

没有你们我也没有进步的空间。

谢啦。

反正路还有很长，

恨你们会浪费我很多时间。

我不能因为我的时间不够用..=)

新的一年，

新的一天，

愿望？

全部人平平安安开开心心就好，

没什么好要求了...

罗慧恩，

每一天要开开心心哦！

你一定可以的...=)

The Script - Nothing.

2011-12-15T12:27:00.005+05:30

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help you to forget her
But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they're slurred
Dialed her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if I'm face to face that she'll come to her senses
Every drunk step I take leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting
She'll take me back for sure

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they're slurred
Dialed her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing

She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh sometimes love is intoxicating
Oh you're coming down your hands are shaking
When you realize there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though they're slurred
Dialed her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing

She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
I got nothing
I got nothing

99 Facts about guys.

2011-12-15T12:08:00.000+05:30

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate nice boy!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”

59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

2011-12-15T12:02:00.002+05:30

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.

SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down, and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

A story about a donkey.

2011-12-15T11:51:00.003+05:30

One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey.

He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down.

A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up.

As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off!

MORAL :
Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a steppingstone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up.

Remember the five simple rules to be happy:

1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive.

2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happens.

3. Live simply and appreciate what you have.

4. Give more.

5. Expect less from people but more from God.

Live hard, Die hard.

2011-12-06T21:39:00.002+05:30

There's a sign, there's a star,

It rises over the sea,

There's a voice that calls in whisper,

and it might set you free,

The pain has a lesson to teach,

and we always get taught,

Every joy is a forbidden fruit,

and we always get caught.

Live hard, you can make it.

Die hard, set yourself free.

The Fact.

2011-12-06T21:28:00.004+05:30

There's always no one will be there for me when i need people the most.

Trying hard to heal myself.

I guess i saw karma just now.

Slapping hard right on my face.

What goes around, comes around.

Life still goes on,

Live hard, Die hard.

Everything right now.

2011-11-04T10:07:00.004+05:30

Bad days keep going on and on...

dunno what to do and dunno where to go..

im lost again.

should i keep going on or start letting go everything?

it's always no one will be there when i need people the most..

just wanna find someone to talk and just realize i have no one to talk to..

i think im at the egde of giving everything up.

shouldnt wasting my time at the wrong person.

i think i should wake up from my dream right now.

it's time to back from dream and move to hell.

fuck myself and fuck my life too.

nothing could be better than staring at the moon and my dog now.

trying to laugh more and be happy

drink,drank,drunk again

trying to forget and run away from probelms again

life's good,huh?

The truth

2011-11-02T03:14:00.003+05:30

Nobody is perfect.

and you know that.

A best friend of mine,

being together more than 3 years,

the one which i used to play,have fun,cried,and being silly together；

the one which i can forget my problems, made me laugh all the time with her half cold half funny jokes；

the one which i can show the real me, laugh easily, make funny faces, and being like a kid；

the one which i can put my guard down and talks a lot and acting like a child;

and the only one who can saw me cry and the one who i only will cry for.

Dear you, my best friend, and obviously you know who i'm talking too,

i have no initiatives at all,

i'm lost and dunno what im doing all the time,

if you would think im leaving you,

i bet you're wrong.

if you would think i were using you,

please rethink it.

i did told you my problems,

but would you remember?

i used to be a very active, happy go lucky and optimistic person,

but everything changed,people and the things changed and you will never realize how fast they could change behind you,

and i choose to shut myself up and hiding away from all the problems i got,

im trying to be tough, more optimistic, more strong than i used to be,

i try to act alright, so you could think im the person u can talk too,

i remembered you said,

one rotten apple will spoil the whole barrel,

i dont wish to be that rotten apple,

i know how you feel and i always trying to heal you so you wont having the same problems and going to the wrong path like i do.

you care how people feels and think about you,

you hardly to trust anyone again after all you have been through,

you might always think everyone is bad and they will leave you no matter what,

you might think that everyone talks bad behind your back, stabs and laugh at you to the ground,

and you felt insecure with everyone around you,

you suspicious them and observe them from what they are doing , talking and all those physiology test，

and i know,

all you are doing is to protect yourself and make sure yourself that you wont get hurts again,

but you know what,

because of all of this,

i started to think how you would think of me,

i started to afraid when we're talking,

i started to think twice before i said something out to you,

and i started to suspicious whether you are wearing a mask infront of me anot,

and yet i started to know how you fake a smile infront of me,

i always wanted to make you happy,

trying to be by your side when you are alone and need someone to be with,

trying to prove you that im a good friend and people you can trust,

trying to cheer you up and help you to solve all the problems

you would thought nobody will remember your birthday,send you a birthday wish and give you a surprise,

you would thought nobody will cares about you,

you would thought nobody will hook up on your twitter,hotmail,blog,facebook or whatever,

you would thought nobody will remember you and they forget you, left you behind,

and honestly,

you only will think everything about yourself.

im not perfect,

i cant balance my life,

i need to study,

work hard straight after that,

and yet reach home lately,

i tried to find some time to meet you,

have lunch and maybe just chit chat till we got no time,

i know i dint sms u often,

but please,

it doesnt mean i forget you and left you behind,

you talked everything to me but i dont,

i dont know how to say it out,

and im afraid ill cry like a waterfall after i start digging all my problems out from my heart,

and i thought you would be happy if im only your listener,

i wanted to have lunch and stairways talking with you,

but i felt guilty that i keep sticking with u when you finally have great friends and im even shocked that your friend doesnt even want me to go occasion with you,

and i choose to cry alone after that.

i never laugh and talks a lot with someone except you,

even with christy they all, i dont think they know what's going on with me recently

i will never show my tears to anyone except you,

it's because you know i trusted you a lot,

the words keep staying in my mind,

"i like you because you are interesting"

it hurts me a lot

all i want is just someone to be with , and talk to and laugh together and forget all the problems,

and i know someday, probably someday you will walk away and leave me too.

if what i have done that make you feel sad, upset, disappointed, angry, fed up or anything else,

ill say sorry to you

Please forgive me too cuz im not perfect at all.

感觉还良好吗？

2011-10-12T14:16:00.004+05:30

Steve jobs. - Trust Your Gut

2011-10-12T13:53:00.005+05:30

‎"Being the richest man in the cemetery doesn’t matter to me… Going to bed at night saying we’ve done something wonderful… that’s what matters to me." Steve Jobs

"Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And mos......t importantly, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary." - Steve Jobs
"
"I was worth over $1,000,000 when I was 23, and over $10,000,000 when I was 24, and over $100,000,000 when I was 25, and it wasn’t that important because I never did it for the money." – Steve Jobs

"You can't just ask customers what they want and then try to give that to them. By the time you get it built, they'll want something new." – Steve Jobs

Bottom line is don't settle for the minimum, follow your dreams, coz when u make it no one will say u're stupid or crazy anymore!!

Sell Dreams, Not Products

Jobs gets people hooked on a feeling. It’s not the products his customers buy, it’s what the products represent.

Remember, people first and foremost care about themselves, so make products they can relate to.

Trust Your Gut

Steve Jobs said in his Stanford commencement speech: “Have the courage to follow your heart and your intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become.“

R.I.P, STEVE JOBS.

5/10/2011 最近的我

2011-10-05T11:56:00.002+05:30

很久没有UPDATE我的BLOG了..

突然觉得很陌生..

也很久没像以前一样放照片,说说像当年的事了....

就觉得现在和以前真的不一样了...

现在的我又有了新的工作..

工钱很好，

福利也好.

开心是因为CHEF能迁就我的读书时间，

也让我越做越久...

从5个小时到6个小时，然后到8个小时一天.

那里的人和环境..

只有三个字，很搞笑

地方虽小，

但地方蛮好..

一个安静不爱说话但有时幽默的日本师傅，阿智

一个常迟到有点心软的CHEF ARRON

一个教了我很多的CHEF NA.M

一个说话不直接有点信不过年纪最大也常常踩我的PASTRY佬，CHEF ALEX

一个善良每天顺便我回家的DESMOND

两个每天煮STAFF MEAL给我们吃的中餐师傅

两个每天努力生存和工作的外劳，JOS 和SOHEL..

配合我的时间表和抓我偷吃很多次的CHEF VINCENT

一群很可爱的SERVICE STAFF

在那里学了很多，

偷吃了也蛮多，

这就是压力不大，

只是有点累的工作

只要好好努力，

忍耐一下下，

什么事都会变好的..=)

最近做东西都心不在焉..

整个人的灵魂不知道在那里..

可能最近做工太累了

或者是可能太想念一个人

割到自己的手

做工时把WASTAGE放错位子

连续三天迟到

烧到自己的手，

又割到自己的手

忘记拿钥匙，

忘记拿綁头发的东西..

今天，

我竟然把钥匙锁在里面..

没心情做任何事情..

也觉得很寂寞很孤单...

反正，

不管如何

都不能放弃，要死命撑下去.

因为这就是人生.

19/6/2011-Lexus and I.

2011-08-21T19:19:00.008+05:30

We are one big family.

感觉还良好吗？

2011-08-03T14:46:00.003+05:30

有时候，心里会莫名的难受，却不知道为了什么。有时候，同周围的人说说笑笑，却觉得异常寂寞和孤独。有时候，静静的看着窗外，会觉得自己是个很容易被遗忘的人。有时候，冷眼看着身边的人吵吵闹闹。有时候，觉得这个世界真的很假、很虚伪。有时候，真想就这样从这个世界上消失。

某一瞬间，你曾经有过哪些念头？突然想哭；突然想回家；突然想吃某样东西；突然想到某个地方去：；突然想喝醉：；突然想一个人；突然很想睡一觉；突然想死；突然想大喊；突然想结婚；突然想谈恋爱；突然想离家出走；突然想失忆；突然想整人。

A day with Marilyn Monroe, i felt calm and more composed than i had in a long time.

2011-07-30T16:31:00.002+05:30

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

— Marilyn Monroe

"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring."

— Marilyn Monroe

"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left."

— Marilyn Monroe

"I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love."

— Marilyn Monroe

"If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything."

— Marilyn Monroe

"If you're gonna be two-faced at least make one of them pretty."

— Marilyn Monroe

"When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them."

— Marilyn Monroe

"It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone."

— Marilyn Monroe

"This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babve, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."

— Marilyn Monroe

"We should all start to live before we get too old. Fear is stupid. So are regrets."

— Marilyn Monroe

"I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't."

— Marilyn Monroe

"Beneath the makeup and behind the smile I am just a girl who wishes for the world."

— Marilyn Monroe

"She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s important—you know "

— Marilyn Monroe

"Who said nights were for sleep?"

— Marilyn Monroe

"The nicest thing for me is sleep, then at least I can dream."

— Marilyn Monroe

"All little girls should be told they are pretty, even if they aren't."

— Marilyn Monroe

"You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself."

— Marilyn Monroe

"We are all of us stars, and we deserve to twinkle."

— Marilyn Monroe

"It's often just enough to be with someone. I don't need to touch them. Not even talk. A feeling passes between you both. You're not alone."

— Marilyn Monroe

"I want to grow old without facelifts. I want to have the courage to be loyal to the face I have made."

— Marilyn Monroe

"its better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what your not"

— Marilyn Monroe

"Dogs never bite me. Just humans."

— Marilyn Monroe

"I restore myself when I'm alone."

— Marilyn Monroe

"You never know what life is like, until you have lived it."

— Marilyn Monroe

"Keep smiling, because life is a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."

— Marilyn Monroe

"I used to think as I looked out on the Hollywood night — there must be thousands of girls sitting alone like me, dreaming of becoming a movie star. But I'm not going to worry about them. I'm dreaming the hardest."

— Marilyn Monroe

"If I play a stupid girl and ask a stupid question, I've got to follow it through, what am I supposed to do, look intelligent?"

— Marilyn Monroe

"I have feelings too. I am still human. All I want is to be loved, for myself and for my talent. "

— Marilyn Monroe

"I am invariably late for appointments - sometimes as much as two hours. I've tried to change my ways but the things that make me late are too strong, and too pleasing."

— Marilyn Monroe

"Friendship is the bestiest thing that comes to life . Friends will always be there for you don't worry about the fakes worry about the people who had your back from the start and never treated you wrong always remember they are your real friends don't never take them as granted because one day your going to lose a good friend by the way your action's are when you see a good friend stick to that person ."

— Marilyn Monroe

"Die Liebe und die Arbeit sind die beiden einzigen wahren Dinge in unserem Leben. Sie gehören zusammen, sonst ist es schief. Die Arbeit ist selbst eine Form der Liebe.

Love and work are the only two real things in our lives. They belong together, otherwise it is off. Work is in itself a form of love."

— Marilyn Monroe

"The thing I want more than anything else? I want to have children. I used to feel for every child I had, I would adopt another."

— Marilyn Monroe

"When you have a good friend that really cares for you and tries to stick in there with you, you treat them like nothing. Learn to be a good friend because one day you're gonna look up and say I lost a good friend. Learn how to be respectful to your friends, don't just start arguments with them and don't tell them the reason, always remember your friends will be there quicker than your family. Learn to remember you got great friends, don't forget that and they will always care for you no matter what. Always remember to smile and look up at what you got in life."

— Marilyn Monroe

"I live to suceed, not to please you or anyone else."

— Marilyn Monroe

"Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are."

— Marilyn Monroe

"Just because you fall once, doesn't mean you're fall at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always trust yourself, because if you don't then who will??"

— Marilyn Monroe

They lied to me

2011-07-30T15:23:00.003+05:30

I always wish that i can forget easily, but i cant.

i wish i can just let it be and think that everything doesnt happen before.

do they know how hard i can support myself till now?

do they know my pressure and stress?

do they know my feelings everytime i back from college and reach this so-called-home?

do they know why i rather stay outside till night than staying at home?

do they know that i rather staying in my room all night long than being outside my room?

do they know that i cried every night?

do they know that i have to forced myself to sleep every night?

do they know that i have a bad case of insonmia?

do they know that i want some support too?

do they know that i cant be happy anymore?

They took away my driving license,atm card,passport,credit card and lock me up with an invisible chain.

I dont wish to run away from them, but i want my freedom back.

They made a promise, but everything is just a lie.

how can i keep myself going when i found everything was just a lie?!

Im trying to make it work but man these times are hard.

2011-07-11T07:40:00.003+05:30

26/6/2011 - 生日快乐，我对自己说。

2011-06-27T19:40:00.002+05:30

今天心情怎样？

感觉还好吗？

只丛泰国回来，

我已经过了二十多天的无烟日。

感觉还好，

可是脾气越来越暴躁。

一直坚持，

不管怎样。

大家都在坚持着，

不能放弃。

妈妈最近都忙着洗厕所呢，

应该怕我闻到吧，

不懂要笑还是要哭.

很多事情发生。

不懂要怎样解决。

生日到了，

很多祝福，

很多庆祝，

可是却少了一个。

朋友也少了一个。

如果能忘掉就好，

可以看开点就好，

很想改掉自己的毛病，

比如不要天天迟到，

不要太冲动，

情绪病之类的。

也尽量的笑，

能笑就笑，

也别让负面打败真面，

也尽量不会想伤心事。

人生，

到底有几多个十年？

21/6/2011-最近还好吗？

2011-06-20T19:55:00.003+05:30

Dedicated to someone from my heart.

2011-06-18T18:26:00.004+05:30

你能告诉我发生了什么事吗？

从我泰国回来，

什么事都不一样了，

你不找我，说话和以前不一样，

就很像根本不想见到我。

我又做错了吗？

特地做了和你一样的纹身，

虽然是假的，暂时的，

可是我只是想让你开心，

去泰国我也买了手信给你，

想跟你说我买了两瓶VODKA,

想跟你一起喝，

什么事我都尽量的让你开心，

到最后我得到了什么？

我真的很珍惜你这个朋友，

我想一整晚，

到底发生了什么事，

哭也哭过了，

我从来没有想要放弃你

每次一个人的时候总会特别难过，

一个人想很多，

一个人流泪，

一个人发呆，

一个人度过时间，

一个人哭。

每次看到你，

很想跟你讲话，

装没事的跟你打招呼，

很明显你的笑容不是真的。

以前的你会很开心的看到我，

可是现在没有了，

以前的你会很开心的跟我讲话，

现在你应该连话也不想跟我讲吧。

以前我们都会一起去一个地方，

开心的玩，开心的聊天，

虽然我们到晚上心情都会开始变的不好，很难过

可是我们也至少也会互相安慰对方，

现在你连MSN都不想找我聊天，也会OFFLINE.

你知道我的感受吗？

看到你看到我却当做没看到,

一个人看到你和你朋友开心的在一起，

每次一个人在楼梯发呆，

希望你会来，

可是你却没有，

希望你会跟我说“一起去吃饭吧 ”

然后便把那两张COUPON用掉.

希望你会约我去踩脚车，放风筝，吹泡泡到晚上。

现在每一天都像那天拿着ICE CREAM一样，

永远不会忘记的一天。

不过怎样都好，

我还是祝你开心，

可能你说那个PREDICTION是对的，

可是我更本不想它成真，

我更本不想没有你这个朋友。

Lelong....Lelong....selling off my beauty products...=)

2011-05-24T20:09:00.017+05:30

I got too much of beauty products. Cant use them due to my sensitive skin , so im gonna sell them off and can earn some $$. All of them are still brand new and i just bought them like mostly half year ago. =) so dont worry that they are going to be expired.
Etude House - Moistfull Essence ( for dry skin and combination skin ) RM30.00
The Face Shop-(from the left to right) : Pore minimizer toner RM30.00, Pore minimizer lotion RM30, Pore minimizer clay mask RM 30.00, (bottom) Pore minimizer night cream RM 30.00. Suitable for people who are having big pores and oily skin.
Etude house - Moistfull lotion (for dry and combination skin) RM20 (it has been use for a few times.)
The Face Shop - Sake Body Scrub(SPECIAL PRICE : RM 30)

The Face Shop - Marine stem cell toner RM60.00 , Marine stem cell lotion RM 80.00. (Prevent aging , hydrating and moisturizing, suitable for people who are above 25 years old. )
The Face Shop - White tree toner and White tree night cream (For brightening and moisturizing) (SPECIAL PRICE : RM 60 FOR BOTH OF THEM)
The Face Shop - Snow toner RM 60.00 , Snow night cream RM 60.00,Snow lotion RM 60.00 (RESTORES CLARITY AND ENERGY FROM A DULL,STRESSED SKIN)

The Face Shop - Sweet body moisture balm (RM45) , Sweet body body scrub(RM35) , Sweet body shower gel(RM35) , Sweet body body lotion(RM35).
The Face Shop - Raspberry Roots sleeping mask RM79.90 , Raspberry Roots eye essence RM55.00
The Face Shop - Quick and Clean blemish balm RM35 , Quick and Clean hydro fluid RM40, Quick and Clean first aid gel RM35 , Quick and Clean Oil-free moisturizing cream RM35 , Quick and Clean Oil Free Sun Cream SPF35 PA ++ RM35 (ALL OF THIS SUITABLE FOR COMBINATION SKIN AND OILY SKIN)The Face Shop - Home Aesthetic Firming Rape Flower Honey Pack (SPECIAL PRICE : RM 30),Nature's Gifts Volcanic Ash Self-Heating Mask (suitable for all skin type except Sensitive skin) (SPECIAL PRICE : RM 40)

Make up remover RM 30
Etude House - Hand Bouquet Rich Butter Hand and Heel Cream ( Special Price : RM20)

TIFFA Body Milk RM30 , IN2IT Nail Colour remover RM 15 , Safety Nail Colour remover RM 15, Orita Hand Gel RM 10

Lastly , my latest cola can glass. =D....i like it, very beautiful!...NOT FOR SALE...hehe =D.

Please help me share it to your friends who might interested in all of this. Get free samples with purchases above RM100...=D...

John Christopher "Johnny" Depp II

2011-05-23T10:33:00.018+05:30

Pirates of the Caribbean 4 - On stranger tides

Johnny Depp!

Johnny Depp as Captain Jack Sparrow

Penelope Cruz as Angelica

Ian Mcshane as Blackbeard

Geoffrey Rush as Barbossa

The mermaids

haha..i love both of them! ^_^

Phillip and Syrena ~ <3

The "Johnny Depp" characters!

Captain Jack Sparrow

Mad Hatter

Edward Scissor hands (my favorite J.depp character)

mr bonie

Charlie and the chocolate factory.

The corpse bride. =)

very good and cute movie. His body isn't really in it but his voice is and they did model the character after him! =)

Sweeney Todd

one of my fav top list!

Rango!

The Tourist

i like guys with this hairstyle.

i love long/medium hair!

Johnny depp , when he was young...lol..

John Christopher "Johnny" Depp II (born June 9, 1963) is an American actor and musician. He has won the Golden Globe Award and Screen Actors Guild award for Best Actor. Depp rose to prominence on the 1980s television series 21 Jump Street, becoming a teen idol. Turning to film, he played the title character of Edward Scissorhands (1990), and later found box office success in films such as Sleepy Hollow (1999), Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl (2003), Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005), and Rango (2011). He has collaborated with director and friend Tim Burton in seven films, including Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street (2007) and Alice in Wonderland (2010).

Depp has gained acclaim for his portrayals of people such asEdward D. Wood, Jr., in Ed Wood, Joseph D. Pistone inDonnie Brasco, Hunter S. Thompsonin Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, George Jung inBlow, and the bank robber John Dillinger in Michael Mann'sPublic Enemies. Films featuring Depp havegrossed over $2.6 billion at the United States box office and over $6 billion worldwide.^[2] He has been nominated for top awards many times, winning the Best Actor Awards from the Golden Globes for Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Streetand from the Screen Actors Guild for Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl. He also has garnered a sex symbol status in American cinema, being twice named as the Sexiest man alive by People magazine ^[3] in 2003 and 2009.


Born	John Christopher Depp II June 9, 1963 (age 47) Owensboro, Kentucky, U.S.
Occupation	Actor, screenwriter, director, producer, musician
Years active	1984–present
Spouse	Lori Anne Allison (1983–86)
Partner	Sherilyn Fenn (1985–88) Winona Ryder (1989–93) Kate Moss (1994–98) Vanessa Paradis (1998–present)
Children	Lily-Rose Melody Depp (born 1999) John Christopher "Jack" Depp III (born 2002)^[1]

Childhood

Depp was born in Owensboro, Kentucky, the son of John Christopher Depp, Sr., a civil engineer, and his wife, the former Betty Sue Wells, awaitress.^[4] He has one brother, Daniel, who is a novelist, and two sisters, Christie (now his personal manager) and Debbie. His parents divorced when he was a teenager and his mother married, as her second husband, Robert Palmer (died 2000), whom Depp called "an inspiration to me".^[5] The Depp family in the United States began with a French Huguenotimmigrant, Pierre Deppe or Dieppe, who settled in Virginiaaround 1700,^[6] part of a refugee colony situated above the falls on the James River. The actor has also surmised that he is part Native American, saying in 2011, "I guess I have some Native American [in me] somewhere down the line. My great-grandmother was quite a bit of Native American, she grew up Cherokee or maybe Creek Indian. Makes sense in terms of coming from Kentucky, which is rife with Cherokee and Creek."^[7]

The family moved frequently during Depp's childhood, and he and his siblings lived in more than 20 different locations, settling in Miramar, Florida, in 1970. In 1978, Depp's parentsdivorced. He engaged in self-harm as a child, due to the stress of dealing with family problems. He has seven or eight self-inflicted scars. In a 1993 interview, he explained his self-injury by saying, "My body is a journal in a way. It's like what sailors used to do, where every tattoo meant something, a specific time in your life when you make a mark on yourself, whether you do it yourself with a knife or with a professional tattoo artist".^[8]

Tattoos

Depp has around 13 tattoos, many of them signifying important persons or events in his life. They include a Native American in profile and a ribbon reading "Wino Forever" (originally "Winona Forever", altered after his breakup with Winona Ryder) on his right biceps, "Lily-Rose" (his daughter's name) over his heart, "Betty Sue" (his mother's name) on his left biceps, and a sparrow flying over water with the word "Jack" (his son's name; the sparrow is flying towards him rather than away from him as it is in Pirates of the Caribbean) on his right forearm.

20/5/2011 - ANOTHER WEIRD DAY. JUST DUNNO WHY.

2011-05-22T18:28:00.003+05:30

20/5/2011.
今天没什么特别.
和以前一样，
没精神.
昨天喝太多，
心情不好，
喝了很多也做了很多白痴的事情.
今天竟然准时起身，
还以为会像死尸一样怎样都不会醒呢..哈哈.
不过最后我还是迟到. -_-
原因是醒来但还没清醒.
忘记带SAFETYSHOES.
也忘记带钱. T.T.
就好白痴.
但最后找到人借我SAFETYSHOES，
虽然SIZE就有点大...-_-
但好过没有...
也能顺利的上GARDE MANGER.
也发现CHEF ZUL竟然会唱BEYOND的海阔天空！
广东歌啊...唱得满好听的..我现在才知道他会讲广东话...-_-
我却只唱“Twinkle twinkle little star”给他而已..-_-
我应该要唱国歌才对. -___-

今天的GARDE MANGER很特别.
每个人都必PREPARE ONE DISH。

我很意外CHEF 给我很高分，

就满开心..=)

可是我差点把别人的给毁了..T.T

害他还被其他人笑，和被CHEF讲到不能再讲...T.T

还好他最后拿到不错的分数，

不然我自杀算了...-__-

GARDE MANGER 过后,我和朋友去看我期待很久的CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW!

也就是我的JOHNNY DEPP啦 ~ <3

PRIVATES OF THE CARIBBEANS 4 满好看..

就没失望，很精彩~ =）

很喜欢人鱼那一个PART...=)

还有那个HOLY GUY救那个MERMAID那一PART!

当然还有我最喜欢的JOHNNY DEPP ！ =）

很开心看到电影院爆满~全部人都在看这部戏~

我代表我的JOHNNY DEPP 和这部电影的导演，和所有幕后人员向大家说声谢谢！=D..

哈哈，有点夸张...><

我的昌珉..=)...我才没有忘记你呢！
七周年快乐~=）
最近一直玩ANGRY BIRDS...哈哈...就很可爱~他也很可爱~

15/5/2011- Beauty expo.

2011-05-22T01:10:00.009+05:30

PDS- draw something to describe yourself.
I got amazed by this drawing.
he/she got talent. this drawing is so sibeh nice.

Beauty expo! haha...got a lot free samples and this cute little bag in a secret way. hehehe...

Bought a very nice rose water mist/toner and green tea shower gel...it's very nice and not pricey! =D.

Shower bear! like it very much! =D

50% discount,full appointment. -__- The girl who fall into our trap...Isnt she lovely? Hahahhaha..still have to thanks her for the free gifts..=)

Natural soap from Bali is very nice but abit pricey. -__-

I like their products actually...

Wanna have a bath buddy? get a shower bear!

Japanese girl. =D Another who fall into our trap also. ngek ngek ngek...>=)

Hello kitty face cleanser. Im not really into it but they are really too cute to being a face cleanser.Body art. =)

Guess what is that on my hand.

I like sabrina's body art. Just dunno why..it looks very nice.

9/5/2011 - A day with Typica cafe.

2011-05-21T20:55:00.011+05:30

me and sabrina tan..=)
three of us.
Joe joe joe joe
rachel. =)
mango mousse cake. =)
yam mousse cake.

=）
sabrina tan and hui yi. =)
their slogan.
lavender milk tea with cream ! i love it but it's too pricey ..-_-
kenya.
sesame cheese cake.
here comes the strawberry cheese cake!
mr owl.
mr owl..=)
guess how can i manage to be in the library at this time.
my purse....is so empty...-_-
=)
say hi to miss ribbon. hahaha...
i miss them.

she got addicted to the rainbow balls.
you will survive when you are in hot weather with all of this!=D

7/5/2011 - Happy mother's day.

2011-05-21T18:03:00.007+05:30

才刚过完妈妈的生日，母亲节又到了...T.T..

因为某些原因，买不到礼物..

就很大胆的抱了妈妈，亲了她一下.-__-

厉害叻，我竟然亲了妈妈...

哈哈，这个算是我人生中做了最不可思议的事情之一. -_-

Happy mother's day to all the greatest mom on earth.

happy mother's day to you, my greatest mom on earth and thanks for everything.

以前的爱，以前的故事和过去的回忆.

2011-05-20T12:17:00.001+05:30

今天，18/5/2011

我，

忘记带钱.

整个荷包只有三蚊鸡.

其实也不错，

不用随便浪费钱.

够吃饭就可以了.

啊,要记得还RACHEL的钱.

今天，

很早就放学便一个人去做GYM.

参加了BODY STEP CLASS

马的，

反应慢，跟不上她们的速度，

连一个婆婆都不如，

真的是丢脸死了....-__-

还好有一个阿姨安慰我，

"可能是第一次才会这样",

她说她看到我太拼命怕我跌倒.

很感动她竟然会关心我。

很多阿姨以为我是外国人，

全部都用英语来说话，

然后私底下用华语沟通，

其实我很想说我会说华语.．．-_-

ICE突然找我，

有点吓到，也有点开心，

毕竟很久没见面了.

我们聊了很多，

就他的妹妹昨天半夜发生意外去世了.

车撞到树，一分为二。

司机没事却没救我朋友的妹妹而逃走了.

真的很可恶

司机是她的男友，

发生后却立刻逃走，

而坐在后座的她最终逃不过死亡的命运.

很过分！

如果发生在我妹妹身上，

我一定会想尽办法把那个人渣找出来，

要他陪葬！替妹妹报仇！

我还是没办法相信为什么那个人渣司机竟然会没事.

看到ICE，我能体会到他的感受。

毕竟我也失去过我的最爱.

那种感受很痛苦,也必须要很多时间来冲淡一切.

人生有多少个十年？

我的朋友们一个个失去了自己的家人，

我很怕有一天会发生在我的身上。

以前的爱，过去的回忆，

我回家的路上想了以前小时候的我.

以前的我，

可能太小，什么都不懂.

还记得小时候，

我，哥哥和爸爸一起会家乡.

但在回家路上下大雨，一块石头从山顶掉下来到我爸的车镜上.

爸爸的车整大块镜子顿时爆了.

一大片镜碎成碎片.

那时的我和哥哥还小，不懂发生什么事，

就一直看着满车都是的碎片.

爸爸很冷静，

立刻叫我们躲在车座后面躲雨，

也怕碎片飞进我们的眼睛.

叫我们立刻把身上的碎片拿掉然后别再碰那些碎片，

我们也躲在后面一直看爸爸驾车.

爸爸那时候很勇敢，

下大雨没办法在HIGHWAY停车，

便冒险的一直驾回KL.

还一直安慰我们会没事.

我一直很奇怪为什么爸爸会这样说

到我长大后才明白其实那时的我们差点会没命.

我到现在还记得那个时候，也不会忘记，

因为那时候的爸爸就像英雄，

救了我们一命。

回到KL爸爸整身都湿完了.

车也拿去修理.

妈妈看到我们三个湿到完+ 那个爆镜的车，

吓坏了.

那时后的家很美好，

平凡也很开心。

和现在的家完全不一样。

我不喜欢回忆过去。

因为我总是会崩溃地流泪．

也会变得越堕落．

1/5/2011 - Viva day.

2011-05-19T20:02:00.011+05:30

最近BLOG出现问题，不能一次过UPLOAD很多照片.本来可以用十分钟UPLOAD照片却要半小时来UPLOAD。真的有够气的。
VIVA开张日. 哈哈..终于有机会来来看看. =)
CINEMA竟然不是GSC...哈哈...我喜欢！不过他们的POPCORN和COKE很贵..-.-.
喜欢他们的CINEMA。 =）
很久很久的电影！！！我很喜欢这个电影！没想到会在那里看到这个的海报！！开心！<3
johnny depp! coming soon. hehe..
很美的一张床，当然价钱也不便宜.

我很喜欢这种类型的杯，可能对别人来说它们有点老.

lavazza. shit.One of my future cafe name got taken by them.
i like this cafe/bar.
guess how much is this? haha...i hope i can have this lovely table. i think my dad gonna like this. sunlight.
tea expo.
1,2 and 3.
the end.hahahahahahaha...im insane.

26/4/2011 - A great birthday to Kay and Rachel.

2011-05-14T21:54:00.003+05:30

Rachel and Kay. =)
haha....having lots of cake with darling and jason after birthday celebration. =)
and i learn a new phrase , “蛋糕恐惧症” from darling...haha...

20-4-2011 - happy birthday to the greatest mom on earth.

2011-05-08T18:58:00.008+05:30

you can see it from this pic. yes, it's my mom's birthday.....again...-__-
my parents' favourite activities.
look at this little cutie....and yeah...it's not either canon or nikon....but so what? i still like it thou. ^_^......
me and with my semipro.
yes..im celebrating hungry ghost festival again.
my all-time favourite food.
here comes the cake! hehe..... =)
she is wearing the blouse that i bought to her as her present.
I love you , mom. Although i still hate you. Thanks for everything. =D...

2011-05-08T16:41:00.005+05:30

我其实不知道自己做什么..

人生存的意义是什么？

我很尽力的做每一件事情，

都很想把事情做到最好，

可是到最后却不知道自己做了什么，也不知道下一步要做什么。

我很乐观，都不想变得太计较，

可是到后来我还是放不下很多东西.

我怕自己最后走到看不到未来看不到以后的路.

我还可以坚持吗？

真的是我想要的吗？

确定我不会后悔吗？

十年后真的会和我现在想的一样吗？

麻醉自己会过得更好吗？

欺骗自己会让自己过得安心吗？

会吗？放开到最后就开始的崩溃.

Trapped in this box, alone on the streets,
Begging for someone else to love me.
I'm searching for you, are you searching for me?
'Cause I've been abandoned (yeah)

Falling behind in the human race,
Do you even recognize my face?
I'm thinking of who and what I wanted to be,
But we don't have no time to waste,
I don't believe that it's too late...

To let the walls fall down,
Let your heart give in,
Set your emotions free from all the pain.
Say a promise that you'll never leave me homeless.
(Oh no, oh no)

Looking for change, cause I want a taste,
Of something that's better than this place.
But I'm finding out there's just no easy way,
As I'm plotting my escape,
I don't believe that it's too late...

To let the walls fall down,
Let your heart give in,
Set your emotions free from all the pain.
Say a promise that you'll never leave me....

Home is where the heart is, so if you're homeless
Where do you go to find the heart?
To get through the struggles, to get through your troubles (Yeah)

Just let your walls fall down,
Let your heart give in,
Set your emotions free from all the pain.
Just let your walls fall down,
Let your heart give in,
And set your emotions free from all the pain.
Say a promise that you'll never leave,
Say a promise that you'll never leave,
Say a promise that you'll never leave me homeless.

RED RIDING HOOD - BELIEVE THE LEGEND_BEWARE THE WOLF.

2011-05-04T12:28:00.005+05:30

MAX IRONS!
Henry ( Max Irons ) and Peter ( Shiloh Fernandez )...<3

Shiloh Fernandez
Born	Shiloh Thomas Fernandez February 26, 1985 (1985-02-26) (age 26) Ukiah, California, U.S.
Occupation	Actor Model
Years active	2005–present

Max Irons
Born	Maximilian Paul Diarmuid Irons 17 October 1985 (1985-10-17) (age 25)
Occupation	actor
Parents	Jeremy Irons Sinéad Cusack

Max Irons is an English film actor and model. Irons has modelled for companies including Burberry and Mango. As an actor, he is most noted for his leading role in Red Riding Hood.

The movie was awesome. Amanda Seyfried craps on Kristen Stewart. Way more talented and attractive too.I'd give the movie an 10/10 overall I think it's better than any of the twilight series. Lastly, MAX IRONS is an AWESOME-SAUCE!

16/4/2011 - PC FAIR.

2011-05-01T18:56:00.005+05:30

PLAYING WITH MY NEW BF IN THE EARLY MORNING.=)
TEENAGE LIFE. =)
HAVING STRAWBERRY MILK SORBET WITH VANILLA ICECREAM BEFORE WE START SHOPPING!

HELL YA, FEEL SO SUPER GOOD TO BE A SHOPAHOLIC! =D.

ALL BELONGS TO MY HUSBAND..=D....THATS MY NEW BF, SAMSUNG NX100. I LOVE SEMI PRO!
MY HUSBAND. =)
TURNS INTO A SMOOKY SEXY LAPPIE. HEHEHEHE....=)

11/4/2011 - TYPICA 豆原 =）

2011-05-01T11:03:00.006+05:30

第一次探访豆原咖啡店..=）
很喜欢这间咖啡店...很特别....很有文化+艺术感...=)
很喜欢他们的设计，虽然店不是很大.
这个让我想起小学时候，应该是那个桌子吧...有点怀念小学时代...
亲切的店长们...=)
我觉得她很可爱...而且手工很好...=)
很喜欢这个！应该是因为看到那个心型的椰糖冰...味道也不错...=)
美味的草莓蛋糕~
超爱这个！PASSION FRUIT CHEESE CAKE~

特别的特调咖啡...=)...第一次就爱上了它！
买了豆原马克杯和一些咖啡.=)

我保证下次一定会再去光临...=D...

28/4/2011 - Another tough day. 辛苦节快乐.

2011-04-28T17:32:00.005+05:30

辛苦节快乐.

现在天天都觉得很辛苦.

除了每天想杀人之外，我也很想把自己杀掉.

对，觉得自己越来越恐怖.

一直安慰自己没事没事，

但也越来越悲伤.

今天，

第一次ACRO OPERATION，

也是第一次 IN CHARGE OF BEEF.

很害怕，

是真的.

因为总共有20++ CUSTOMER, 包括18V.I.P + MAY HO

不是很懂几分熟，也不时很会煎牛扒.

但因为有CHEF ZUL的帮忙，

让我安心很多....=)

不懂为什么，

我觉得CHEF ZUL 越来越可爱..

哈哈...人越满好的嘛~只是有点不爽他常常把我的手臂当人肉沙包...-__-

OPERATION结束了，

没什么坏投诉，就蛮开心.

还好我的牛肉还是可以吃的....

真的THANK GOD....-__-

虽然没什么，但是我们的CHEF ANDY 生气了.

我们从来没有看过他这样生气.

就觉得我们下次要做更好.

虽然我们人少,

但三个臭皮匠，胜过个诸葛亮嘛....

何况我们有七个臭皮匠.

呵呵...保证下次要做好.=)

放学，

我和KAY像以前的一样地回家，

蛮开心地我们又变回和以前一样有说有笑,

我很怀念我们全部人一刚开始的日子,

大家有说有笑，

一起看电影，唱歌，吃东西.

没有谁不喜欢谁，没有争吵..

大家都很开心.

很开心.

真的很希望可以像以前一样.

回到家，

和妹妹吵了架，

不懂为什么，

在她的身上看到自己，

觉得她越来越像以前的我,

我们为了一件小事而吵了起来,

她竟然用粗话回我,

我也很生气地推了她，

她的语气和说话方式和我以前一样,

那时我吓到了,

我发现她变了,

变得越来越像我..

我很害怕，

我的妹妹会变成跟我一样.

我不想我的妹妹会像我这样坏，这样堕落.

我看到她哭，

和以前的我一某一样..

我很害怕她会变成现在的我，

变成家庭里的一只黑羊.

我朋友说的对，

我妈妈不让我妹妹出街是不想她变成我这样,

我也成了他们的不好习惯，

我觉得很愧疚.

也很尽量的把我的坏习惯改掉.=')

另外一件让我很生气的事，

我最小的妹妹被同学欺负.

两个男同学在巴士上欺负她，

一个拉她头发，一个拉她的书包.

害到我的妹妹回到家哭.

我最恨别人欺负弱小！

我妹妹怕得大哭，

都得谢谢他们的愚蠢行为.

如果可以，

我一定会让那两个男同学享受下被欺负的感受!!

11/4/2011 - 最新艺术品...把一个简单的大箱子设计成有艺术的箱子是我的荣欣之一...=)

10/4/2011 - HAVING THE BEST TIME WITH THE BEST FRIEND

2011-04-26T10:57:00.002+05:30

最近超爱的BAR..超爱那里的FEEL....=)

看戏看戏！！很久没看了！！很开心！也得了一个免费的可爱便当...^_^I LOVE MY BAD ASS ATTITUDE. HAHA...=)
看戏过后又去吃了日本餐. =) 大爱SOBA面....=)
还有鳗鱼便当！！当当当当！！
三文鱼寿司！^_^...和朋友一起是最开心！

9/4/2011 - 日本的噩梦.

2011-04-24T14:17:00.004+05:30

今天不用去学校也没有工作,就陪CHAI CHAI做工...反正也很久没去SUNWAY GIZA了...呵呵..
一大早空着肚子吃SUSHI，真的是人生一大享受！...=)
我的三文鱼便当！超爱！
这个也是我的大爱..呵呵...
下午我们便去FULLHOUSE 喝下午茶...我也很久没去FULLHOUSE了...
CHAI CHAI 的大爱.....奶油意大利面...=)
和CHAI CHAI 聊了很多以前中学时代的事，感情事....和很多以前我们还未成熟做了很多白痴的事...哈哈...现在想回就觉得很有趣...
日本发生了很大的灾难，大家都很担心日本. 现在大家都为日本的人民祈祷.
我为日本和日本的人民折的ORIGAMI.保佑他们能平安的度过灾难..2011 真的是日本最不好的一年.

8/4/2011

2011-04-23T21:46:00.005+05:30

我得了短暂失忆症 . 不记得之前发生的事. 现在唯有靠图片来想起以前..哈哈...人生有多少个十年..

lexus 的新玩具/零食 ...还有一些防止它脱毛的药...吃了我就不用再洗满地毛发的地了...呵呵呵呵...

九把刀最新作品-" 杀手，价值连城的幸运." ........有点开心价钱跌了-_- ，难道生意差了？T.T...
我的lexus长大了....呵呵...有点想哭的感觉..T.T
现在连逛街都不需要我带了...T.T..

我最新的宠物，MR TORNADO ，龙卷风...^_^....

一个免费的萝卜. 拿回家给LEXUS和LOHWIE当零食~~=）
在地铁站附近等妈妈来接我回家，遇到了一只小小的蜘蛛...它不怕我，我也不怕它，我让它在我的手上走来走去，其实它们不可怕..=)回到家了，第一时间就把那个免费的大carrot切一半分给他们.
买了它们，就要负责任，如果养不起或者玩玩而已，那就别养了...养它们，就要让它们开心.它们也是个生命.

28/3/2011 - fishing at port klang.

2011-04-13T13:46:00.005+05:30

11.45pm- i think i broke my dad's fishing rod.

start fishing.
and start waiting! im lucky that i bring my laptop along...ahaha...
A cute little kitten sleeping on the chair .
feel like hugging this cute little kitten ...=).....
seafood lasagna ...it looks more like a roti canai to us....but it's so tasty!! cant stop eating it because it's full of cheese!!
the top fav dishes.
dessert...hmm..i dont like it....taste weird....

27/3/2011 - having life with ur best friend

2011-04-12T20:17:00.008+05:30

it starts with a smiley kite.=).....

dunno why, i feel happy everytime i see this kite.of course, never forget the simple joy of blowing bubbles.
yu yan is playing the smiley kite.
trying to make it higher!
it's getting higher~ higher~ higher off the ground~~~
K.O....-___-..it's time to rest.
waiting for the sunset.start blowing bubbles and attract some kids or doggies to join us.

haha..she's cute with the little flower.bubbles , bubbles and only bubbles. =)

haha...awesome glowing stuff.
sake is always the best!

food! having korean food for our dinner.

too much to finish all of these....but everything is just awesome. =)..

Rick Genest a.k.a the zombie boy

2011-04-12T19:49:00.004+05:30

I have a confession to make....i think im in love with a zombie boy.

remember him? the guy in lady gaga's born this way mv.
Also known as Rick Genest, a model who made the rather, uh, unique decision to cover his entire face (and most of his body) in one large skeleton tattoo, which makes him look very much like, well, a zombie. In recent months, Genest has become a favorite of both Gaga and her stylist, Nicola Formichetti, appearing in a promo clip for the Born This Way album that premiered last month, and, of course, in the "Born This Way" video too.

26/3/2011 - Earth hour

2011-04-12T19:35:00.005+05:30

earth hour 2011. =)
i hope youtube could have this "lights off" everyday...^^

my new google wallpaper...dude...awesome!
it's time to go out !
i forced everyone to off the light.muahaha.

the view.
my baby lexus is kinda happy that i bring him out.

18/3/2011

2011-04-12T00:19:00.004+05:30

should i be happy that my lovely little baby lexus is growing strong enough to broke the big flower pot in the early morning or should i just cry for that?

all he can do is just keep acting innocent. -_-.....
fried egg without egg yolk. -_-...................
yu yan....haha...practice freaking hard the day before exam.

17/3/2011 - Mountain climbing at Gombak

2011-04-11T22:07:00.006+05:30

D.O.D = Dog Of the Day. Too bad he cant be with us till the top of the mountain.

the lake view.

i like this.
Joel with his hand stuck in the rock.
Joel with his hand stuck in the rock 2
we are higher than the other mountain!

hmm.
beautiful butterflies. =)
we are going to reach the top of the mountain!

they reached the top. -_-....

the malaysian flag.

not bad la....haha.....i still love mountain climbing although i fall from the edge and almost rest in peace. haha..

16/3/2011 - Happy birthday , bro.

2011-04-11T22:00:00.002+05:30

A big present from all of us.
Hope you will like it and stay happy although life brings you down.

13/3/2011 - The day before exam. Study freaking hard.

2011-03-17T20:36:00.007+05:30

peaceful = love!lots of kite up in the sky!
ah...lovely....=]
spot on the black husky, my dream dog.
peaceful peaceful...hehe =)
me and yu yan...hehe...rush after work to meet her up and start study 99...
study on the grass was awesome! but too relax...cant focus...-.-...

11/3/2011 - we got inked.

2011-03-17T15:50:00.006+05:30

tattooist is ready to put some ink on Yu yan's wrist.
it is not that pain as we thought and i think we got addicted to it.
i was supposed to get the same tattoo as her , same place , same shape , and same size as our friendship tattoo but for some of the reasons so i changed my mind but i dont really know that she actually wanted me to have the same tattoo. it's okay, i promise u that ill get the same tattoo at the same place till i got a chance.
subway is so much better than mc donald's. hehe..=)
my tattoo . gotta add some words down there .
and yu yan's ...simple and nice..=)
chilling at night with this cute little thingy...=)

5/3/2011

2011-03-16T23:25:00.003+05:30

damn..they are delicious although they're a bit pricey..milk tea time!
i like it very much.thank you..^_^..i miss you , my only pen pal. it aint easy to work in hanarae.
my cutting skills got improved. hehehe...still not good enough but at least better than last time ...

3/3/2011 - life is bullshit without happiness.

2011-03-16T22:39:00.003+05:30

having chocolates with alcohol inside as my breakfast in this early morning. thanks kevan for the lovely chocolates.
rachel show me this and everyone happy because our kah how was on the newspaper..but why no one will concern about chef azim? 0_0
bbc and other seniors were on the newspaper too. ^_^
we are celebrating hungry ghost festival .

1/3/2011 - bomba alaska 's day XD

2011-03-16T21:37:00.006+05:30

during CF , and yeah..no one is fucking perfect.first time i saw this fellow sleep like a dead body.pastry time! that's carmen!compound chocolate again.-_-.joe and carmen.
guess who is this? it's kay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the brand new comedian...ahahaha.,,
black forest.
look so much nicer after u garnish it with some chocolate deco and icing sugar.
here it comes...bomba alaska!
this belongs to yu yan...^_^
bomba alaska cake made by chee ken and others.
this guy freaking scary , huh? it's joe joe joe joe ...=D

28/2/2011- CRO Buffet day.

2011-03-14T20:53:00.008+05:30

strawberry and lemon curdle. super yummy!
chocolate mousse i think...

too sweet... seriously.

Fruit tart! ..^_^
one of the appetizers.
banana with cream i think...
carrot cake.

our station. messy enough.bomba alaska! (strawberry version) haha...thousand apologizes to chef azim and chef zul..>_<...

me and their butt. muahaha.

27/2/2011 - The sky is grey and it's full of darkness in my heart.

2011-03-14T20:40:00.003+05:30

meatballs again. As a culinary student , i think i should feel ashame that having instant food instead of cooking it by myself.
I think next time our stomach should be full before we reach Ikea. Damn , it's really too much.
The sky is really grey today and there's a light on top of klcc. it might be heaven i think. Stare at the sky for half an hour and realize that i got amaze by the grey sky.

24/2/2011

2011-03-12T23:09:00.004+05:30

rachel...^_^
Yeah...UFO again.
damn. totally pink FILA shoe bag.
Overtime is gonna open at Pavillion! Yay!!
Pumpkin soup. =)...like it very much,night time.

It's weird that im the only one who bring my doggie out in the middle of the night. but i like it thou. the time that only belongs to me and my dog.

celebrating kah how's birthday.

2011-03-08T18:03:00.002+05:30

his birthday cake. gonna celebrate with him while we are having pastry theory class but he miss it. all of us felt huge disappointed on him.
too mad and i throw the cake to him at last.
but anyway it's his birthday.
and im gonna post this on fb and screw him when i got a chance. >=D

22/2/2011 - i miss my past

2011-03-04T22:57:00.003+05:30

i miss my past.
the sky is grey.

we made chocolate today. i hate compound chocolate. -_-

Meatballs Day!

2011-03-04T22:45:00.003+05:30

got a candy from the fly fm's sexy cupid at one utama shopping mall.
meatballs day!!!!!! yay!!!
we ordered too much.-_-
got addicted to it.
playing around at ikea.
haha...me and yu yan...^_^

happy hour! having a jug of beer and one shot of vodka .
and beef lasagna....i just love Italian bar very much!

17/2/2011

2011-02-26T21:04:00.004+05:30

arh...........a lovely little teddy bear....^_^
our pastry chef.
she is good but sometimes.....
mangoes!

ta-da!
mango mousse.
pastry exam is coming...shit....most of it are made by compound chocolate which i hate the most. damn shit wey.

14/2/2011 - I hate valentine's day.

2011-02-25T00:32:00.005+05:30

Rose for Yu Yan. Just wanna make her feel that she is not alone.
i do recieve chocolate from someone. Feel good and happy that time.
and roses from classmates. ahahaha...they are lovely and funny all the time.
cro practical!

all of them are so serious. =|
dessert of the day.

Party night. I drank a bucket of carlsberg. That's a long story.There's a bastard bought a small bouquet of roses which costs rm 150 and anna sui's fragrance with godiva's chocolates. total cost rm 450++. All goes to a bitch who works in a pub , smoke a lot and drank a lot. What a waste and how stupid the bastard is. He keep thinking the girl will fall for him..hahahaha...he really think too much.

second round after drinking at damansara, my friends and i cant stop teasing that idiot till we forgot to thank him for the beers.
dark and silent,right? i like it very much. just sit down and keep chatting with friends. i learned a new phrase. it goes :"白吃不白吃，白斩不白斩”. by our beloved Christy. She is good taking advantages from guys and yeah...there's another "water fish" came at last minute just to chat for while and clear the bill for us. sigh...should order more before that...ahahahaha...sorry hey...XD

10/2/2011 - another ordinary day.

2011-02-24T23:40:00.002+05:30

he must be very tired.
zi ming's toy/pet/lover/partner.
i started to hate cakes since advanced pastry and baking class.
chattime...nice but a bit expensive.

Guess what? valentine's day is coming. sigh....

5/2/2011 - 8/2/2011

2011-02-24T22:03:00.005+05:30

damn. this yu shang ruined my face. After i enjoying lou shang 3 days,i just realize it has ginger in it. damn it.
i want this hey...T^T....
my new bottle. nice to see but not nice to use.
pastry class again.
heart-shaped cookies.
<3

"cookies like shit." said by kay.
enjoy teatime with ice by chatting nonstop 2hours.
this sifu damn yeng man.
Ceo again.
only food i like is chocolate fondue.

巨蟹座

2011-02-24T21:14:00.000+05:30

巨蟹，坚硬外壳柔软心

巨蟹座的孩子，就像小小的螃蟹一样，有着坚硬的外壳做为保护，护住的却是一颗颗柔软易碎的心。
六七月份的天气，阴晴不定，前一分可能还艳阳高照，下一秒可能就会大雨滂沱。这样的天气，生出的孩子会是什么样子？上一刻还在喜笑颜开，转眼间又会是泪眼婆娑。

蟹子的心，猜不透，看不懂，像一个谜。于是，便会有误解，以为蟹子喜怒无常。其实，这只是他们保护自己的一种方式。蟹子的心太脆弱，而他们有深知这一点。所以他们必须学会自我保护。他们怯于将自己的心暴露，也羞于表露真心。在哭哭笑笑的背后是不被人知的心事。

有一个巨蟹座女孩，爱上一个男孩，却一直没有说破，甚至连做普通朋友的愿望都没有。可是，她会偷偷去自修教室寻找他的背影，还写了不少少女情怀的诗句。浪漫至极，却让人哀叹。

很多时候，我们并不是遇不到真爱，只是缺乏爱的勇气。张曼娟的《我的男人是爬虫类》中说得好，手中捧着真心，惴惴不安。不肯将手中的心抛出去，又怎会有空着的手接住别人的心？

巨蟹的心里也是有阴暗的。看过安妮宝贝的《彼岸花》后，才发现原来蟹子的心中可以有那么多绝望。绝望是会吞没人灵魂的东西，会让人寻不到活着的意义。

巨蟹的成长路上注定是要充满艰辛的。一旦被心中的绝望吞没，就会成为挫折的牺牲品。但不要忘了蟹子还有坚硬的外壳，所以大部分的蟹子不会表现他们的软弱。

相反，他们会在困难面前无比勇敢，只把眼泪往肚里吞，也不会在熟悉的人面前流泪。他们深信，在陌生人面前流泪是最安全的。

巨蟹座的心需要慢慢看，仔细看，用心看，还得小心，不要弄伤了蟹子外壳。

The art of words.

2011-02-20T15:49:00.006+05:30

Feel bored all the time.(Lifeless)

2011-02-15T20:35:00.003+05:30

my 2011 masterpiece.